Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Wednesday Wow Factor!

Week 100
Start date: 12/28/11
Initial weight: 220
Current weight: 195 (20 pounds lost since starting Plexus on 8/26/13)
Total weight loss: 24 pounds


Last week's dream focus: Get re-focused on my dreams, leaving the past in the past; fight Satan’s attempts to lead me back to a place of victim mentality and depression; add more workout time to my life; HUSTLE my buns off; ignore the Devil's lies and deceit and shut him up when he starts in on me; keep sharing my story with others; and continue inspiring myself and others!!!


What went well: It’s been 100 weeks since I started this journey… AND I’M STILL GOING!!!  So many times I've wanted to quit... it just seemed way too difficult and overwhelming, but I've never given up hope.  December 28 will be two years... I just can't believe it!  God is amazing!  


Challenges:  I really struggled over the holiday week(end) with wanting to eat any holiday food available.  We didn't even have a big family meal, but the one I made for my husband and I was more food than we needed, meaning we had a ton of left overs... and I hate wasting food.  I've eaten more than I wanted or needed several days, but I haven't completely blown it!  And some days I've done fantastic!  What I noticed was I still have to be aware of emotional triggers!  It's a habit that is clearly hard to break, even after two years of trying.  (Deep breath... I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me!!!)

I'm really struggling with endometriosis pain and it's becoming more intense.  Six months after my first surgery is when the pain started getting intense, leading to surgery.  It's been six months since then.  I'm trying not to worry or have anxiety about it all.  So I'm trusting God because it's all in His hands!

Yesterday, I ended up having to work 12 hours and wasn't able to write a blog post.  It was really disappointing for me because I felt so excited and ready to get back to writing, especially after Monday's post!  OH, and Tuesday night is Zumba night with Kinsey... and I wasn't able to attend that either.  I'm quite aware that Satan's using all these distractions to take my focus off God and my dreams... but I won't allow it!  I won't stand for it!  

I WILL NOT GIVE UP ON MY DREAMS!!!!


This week's dream focus: Stay focused on my dreams; forgive myself for mistakes made and use them as continued lessons to strengthen me; fight Satan’s attempts to get me off my "A game"; add more workout time to my life; HUSTLE my buns off; keep sharing my story with others; and continue inspiring myself and others!!!




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